The Nine of Swords (Tarot Triptych)

View fullsize

Name: Cruelty, the Nine of Swords
Number: 9
Astrology: Mars in Gemini
Qabalah: Yesod of Vau ו

Chris Gabriel April 13, 2024

The Nine of Swords is elemental air brought down to nearly its lowest form. This is a card of violence and regret. When it comes up in a reading, beware of your own and others unconscious outbursts, and the regrets that inevitably follow.

In Thoth, we find nine rusty, chipped, well used swords still dripping with blood. There is the rusty brown of Mars and the orangey red of Gemini. This card is explicit about the violent action of which we only see the regret in Rider. One is reminded of the image of Slayer’s “Raining Blood” or the mythical Lance of Longinus, which has continuously dripped blood since it first pierced Christ’s side. As Mars in Gemini, this is again, violent action mixed with indecision.

In Rider, we see clearly the character of regret. A man is weeping late at night, his bed bears a murderous relief, and his blanket is embroidered with astrological symbols, the weight of fate itself. Above his bed, he awakes to a field of nine swords. He is one who has used violence and has great regret. 

In Marseille, we see eight arched swords and a central ninth sword; we must use Qabalah to grasp the esoteric significance of this mundane image. As a nine, this card is of Yesod, the Foundation, and as a Sword, it is of Vau, the Prince..

Thus we have the Foundation of the Prince. 

A dark image indeed! The Foundation of the Prince is Cruelty. His very nature being secondary, his drive is always toward ascent, not to his own goals, but simply to the position of his Father, the King. A goal which can be achieved only through intellectual, machiavellian schemes built upon a base violence.

It brings me very clearly to a brilliant line from the Diaries of Anaïs Nin: I often see how you sob over what you destroy, how you want to stop and just worship; and you do stop, and then a moment later you are at it again with a knife, like a surgeon.

It is image of both Claudius and Hamlet in this card, the regret of Claudius’ fratricide, and the indecision of Hamlet’s revenge. Both our actions and thoughts can be profoundly violent and cruel, and as we see in these cards, we remain filled with regret long after these terrible things take place.

We can also look at the image of swords dangling over one's head and be brought to Damocles, whose desire to be King puts him on the throne, and above the throne, a sword hanging by a hair, which could fall at any moment.

This card calls us to reflect on our desires and their ultimate consequences. Often when wronged, we want revenge, but can you live with the result?The Prince wants to be King, but can he live with himself if he murders his father?

When we are dealt this card, we should prepare for an outburst, or the consequences of past actions. Our actions must be perfectly aligned and just. Regret must be accepted and understood to be overcome.

---

Chris Gabriel is a twenty four year old wizard and poet who runs the YouTube channel MemeAnalysis.

CHANNEL, SOCIAL, CARDS

Gesticulate Wildly

Isabelle Bucklow April 11, 2024

For time immemorial we’ve been gesturing: toward something over there, to each other, that something tastes good, that we are in pain, in love and sometimes for no (conscious) reason at all. We might gesture alongside language, but gesture is not necessarily a substitute for language. Gestures articulate states of mind or sensations that cannot be encased by language. Gestures can fill gaps left by language or create a gap which they then fill, or overfill. Gestures represent and relay information aesthetically, symbolically; others see them and recognise them as meaningful. Those meanings, however, are not fixed. They are hinged on cultural, economic, environmental and psychological variables. But before going further, hell, how do we even distinguish a gesture from other movements we make with our bodies? This question leads to others regarding voluntary and involuntary actions, inculcation, the very notion of freedom itself! 

Le Centre de l’Amour (ca. 1687), Peter Rollos

Because we’ve always been gesturing, we’ve also always been thinking about gesture. Aristotle disparaged gestures as crude tools used by orators to manipulate their audience. Cicero’s De Oratore asserted that ‘every emotion of the mind has from nature its own peculiar look, tone, and gesture’.¹ Around 95 AD Quintilian set out a foundational system for gesture, called Institutes of Oratory, suggesting that shrugs, nods, pointing, furrows, pursing and flares (expressed by shoulders, head, hand, eyebrows, lips and nostrils respectively) might ‘be a language common to all’.² 

By the 18th century, everything had been thrown into great doubt; we weren’t simply recording what gestures the great orators were making, but asking more fundamentally what is gesture, and why do we gesture? With the dawn of industrialisation, the metaphysical why turned into a technical how. How do new environments create new gestures? The production line was a shining example of how gesture can be broken down into goal-oriented parts, then standardised and forced to repeat indefinitely. Gestures can be mistaken for machines. Machines can also malfunction.

In one of the most frequently quoted essays on gesture – titled Notes on Gesture (1992) no less – Giorgio Agamben claimed: ‘By the end of the nineteenth century, the Western bourgeoisie had definitely lost its gestures.’³ 

In Agamben’s account, gesture isn’t lost definitely and entirely into the ether, it remains embodied, we just lost control of it. He begins with an example of measure and mastery, introducing Gilles de la Tourette’s 1886 treatise on ‘gait’, the first ‘strictly scientific analysis’ of human movement.⁴ With a forensic eye, prophetic of unflinching machine vision, Tourette detailed the weight distributions, stride lengths and joint rotations involved in walking. The year before, Tourette had published Study on a Nervous Condition characterised by lack of Motor Coordination accompanied by Echolalia and Coprolalia (what we now call ‘Tourette’s syndrome’). Unlike the dependable pedestrian gait, these gestures were arrhythmic and proliferating. 

In his patients, Tourette observed muscle spasms and tics without recognisable intent or interpretable justification. For Agamben, these incomplete and partial gestures evidenced ‘a generalised catastrophe [of the sphere of gesture].’⁵ Then, in the second half of the 20th century, reports of gestural glitches ceased. Perhaps, Agamben suggested, they had become the norm. This hypothesis could well be supported by Charlie Chaplin’s jittery skits and the modern hops and convulsions of dancer Isadora Duncan. And so, to Agamben’s next pronouncement: ‘In the cinema, a society that has lost its gestures tries at once to reclaim what it has lost and to record its loss.’⁶

Contemporary artist Martine Syms’ video piece, Notes on Gesture (2015), took its title from Agamben's 1992 essay. It was first shown in ‘Vertical Elevated Oblique’, an exhibition whose title referenced earlier texts on gesture, like John Bulwer’s Chirologia: Or the Natural Language of the Hand and Chironomia: Or the Art of Manual Rhetoric (1644). Bulwer’s illustrated compendium set out a ‘universal’ vocabulary of gestures (the ‘universal’ was, for Bulmer, the Anglo-Saxon white male). Syms’ work creates an alternate inventory, interrogating black identity, media representation and the hand’s ‘natural’ language. Syms says that through ‘modernity, migration to cities and away from our kin, family, familiar networks, we lost our movement or embodiment and we put it into cinema.’⁷ Body, gesture and video are innately linked, and innately political.  

In the film, Syms’ collaborator Diamond Stingily reacts to title cards (WHEN DEY GOT YOU FUCKED) and makes hand gestures accompanied by phrases (‘Real talk,’ ‘Check yourself,’ ‘Point blank, period’). Through stutters and loops (reminiscent of Vines) these sounds and gestures glitch between authentic and dramatic. Syms has said the work was inspired by a riff on the joke “Everybody wanna be a black woman but nobody wanna be a black woman,” referencing the media appropriation of black culture (of which gestures are integral) that drains politics and ethics from the aesthetics of blackness. Further, Syms has written, ‘mass media allows for narratives – and subsequently, ideologies and typologies – to be industrialised.’⁸ Syms’ looping bitesize gestures anticipated the structure and style of TikTok and Instagram reels. If, in the 19th century, we lost our gestures and put them into cinema, then TikTok seems to cannibalise gestures at the same rate it produces and transmits them – an algorithmic factory of gestures consumed by users and fed back into the loop.

In 2021, during the pandemic, a medical report was published about an overwhelming global increase in tics in children and young people. Many of the patients had watched TikTok videos of young people with Tourette’s syndrome and adopted their gestures and utterances. A New York Times article published last year reported TikTok videos labelled #Tourettes have been viewed 7.7 billion times. These TikTok tics not only demonstrate that gesture is innately quotable, but also how that quotability can be hosted, networked and monetised.

Liz Magic Laser is a performance and video artist whose 2023 work, Convulsive States – an investigative report-cum-hallucination – explores the history of spasmodic gestural expressions of mental distress. Laser considers these gestures as both a symptom of trauma and its possible antidote. The artist visited Pitié-Salpêtrière Hospital, where Tourette's mentor Dr Jean-Martin Charcot studied the phenomena of hysteria (now called ‘psychogenic nonepileptic seizure’) by unconventional means: performance lectures and photography. His methods have been criticised for being exploitative and theatrical, something Laser finds dismissive. Laser notes, ‘at a time when underclass women were incarcerated and ignored, Charcot offered patients an opportunity to express their trauma, vocally and physically, which was probably healing for some and damaging for others…Charcot put them on stage and facilitated their erotic display of rage. Was it good or bad? Yes, both.’⁹ 

In her film, Laser also highlights the TikTok tic phenomenon. TikTok is a much bigger, more visible stage to display and work through existential changes. It is also a stage where performer and audience aren't separate and distinct, but merged (into what art historian Isobel Harbsion calls ‘the prosumer’).¹⁰ Gestures are not so much lost and reclaimed/recorded here, but trapped in an infinite, insatiable economy of exchange. Multimodal AI tools (like Open AI’s new text-to-video model, Sora, released in February), will alter and amplify this exchange by contributing ever more ‘realistic’ AI generated bodies into the short-form video landscape; their morphing synthetic gestures ripe for virality, but trained on what ‘universal’?

TikTok and Sora are experiments that ‘innovate first, regulate later’. Over two decades since the launch of social media, concrete causal patterns between a teen mental health crisis and social media use are becoming increasingly apparent (leading to a federal lawsuit against meta raised in late 2023).¹¹ We do not yet know all the virtualities inherent in TikTok and short-form social media, let alone spatial computing; TikTok is now available on the Apple Vision Pro (a virtual and augmented reality headset), and according to one tech news platform, ‘ready to eat up your gestures.’¹² 

Since the release of Apple Vision Pro, there have been numerous videos shared online of wearers on the subway, crossing roads, making bizarre pinches and swipes through the air. Currently only a select few can afford the hardware, and when spotted in the wild their gesticulations appear absurd and anti-social. It seems we are in another crisis of gesture. As media theorist Vilém Flusser wrote, in my favourite collection of essays on gesture, ‘whenever gestures appear that have never been seen before, we have a key to decoding a new form of existence.’¹³ And so, in attending to the gestures of today, as well as those of the past, these signs – or symptoms – might inch us closer to decoding the strange phenomena of living and all that entails.

---

¹ Cicero, De Oratore [Book III], ed. A.S.Wilkins (Oxford: Oxford University Press, 1902), 215
² Quintilian, “Institutio Oratoria” in The Loeb Classical Library [Edition Vol. IV] (Cambridge MA: Harvard University Press, 1920)
³ Giorgio Agamben, “Notes on Gesture” in Means Without End: Notes on Politics (Minneapolis: University of Minnesota Press: 2000) 50
⁴ Ibid.
⁵ Ibid.
⁶ Ibid., 52
⁷ Martine Syms quoted in Hannah Ongley “Martine Syms illuminates a space between secular and sacred at Prada Mode Los Angeles”, Document Journal, February 22, 2022
⁸ Martine Syms quoted in Colby Chamberlain “Review: Martine Syms, Bridget Donahue” Artforum
⁹ Liz Magic Laser quoted in Wendy Vogel “Liz Magic Laser on hysterical crisis and alternative healing” Artforum, October 5, 2023
¹⁰  See Isobel Harbison, Performing Image (Massachusetts: MIT Press, 2019) 
¹¹ Kari Paul “Meta sued by 33 states over claims youth mental health endangered by Instagram” The Guardian, October 24, 2023
¹² Rowan Davies, “TikTok is now on Apple Vision Pro, ready to take over your view and eat up your gestures” techradar, February 16, 2024
¹³ Vilém Flusser, Gestures, trans. by Nancy Ann Roth (Minneapolis: University of Minnesota Press, 2014)

---

Isabelle Bucklow is a London-based writer, researcher and editor. She is the co-founding editor of motor dance journal. 

How To Call Yves Klein - A Pataphysical Sèance

View fullsize

Photo by Hal Schulman

Derek DelGaudio, April 9, 2024

To combat the bulimia with which these times stain the symbolic world*, follow the steps below: 

1. Find a quiet space. Acquire the latitude and longitude of that location and measure its distance to The Void† . Now, convert that number of miles to inches, reducing it to a length you can hold.

2. Fashion a line that length from strips of torn canvas‡ , dyed blue with the anointed pigment § , all tied together by knots. Lay this line in your space for others to find at their seat.

3. You will also need a special variation of the Monotone-Silence Symphony**, specifically crafted to contact Klein††. Find it here for your convenience.

4. Play the tune‡‡ and hold the line.

5. Close your eyes. Become a silent and static witness to the messages you receive §§. DO NOT LET GO OF THE LINE.

Photo by Hal Schulman

---

*The crisis of the Symbolic World was first identified by the retired fortuneteller who can be found sitting at Le Bergamote, located at 169 9th Ave, New York City, NY.

†The Void is located at 48°47'13.3" N 2°17'32.3"E.

‡Buy raw cotton canvas from the garment district and tear it into long strips, each roughly two inches wide. Tie them together with knots, making one long cord. Measure and trim as needed.

§Go to Kremer Pigments located at 247 W 29th St, New York, NY 10001. Tell them you need enough International Klein Blue pigment to dye the distance between yourself and The Void.

**Variation on Monotone-Silence by Bon Iver x Derek DelGaudio © 2024. To truly be felt, the numinous requires a physical manifestation. We recommend pressing this piece on vinyl.

††Born in the nice part of Nice, in 1928, Yves Klein, the Judoka/Artist/Mystic, began drawing with milk from his baby bottle and went on to own the Sky. He established the Void in 1957 and later made headlines by leaping into it on November 27th, 1960.

‡‡In human time this piece lasts 40 minutes. In the void, it is eternal. We recommend playing it for at least one eternity.

§§ These are the messages from Klein.

---

Derek DelGaudio is a writer, director, and magician. DelGaudio created the award-winning theater show and film, In & Of Itself. He wrote the acclaimed book, AMORALMAN, served as the artist-in-residence for Walt Disney Imagineering, and co-founded the performance art collective A.Bandit. He is currently an Affiliate Scholar at Georgetown University and co-conspirator at Deceptive Practices, a creative firm known for designing illusions and providing "Arcane Knowledge on a Need-to-Know Basis.”

The Ten of Disks (Tarot Triptych)

View fullsize

Name: Wealth, the Ten of Disks
Number: 10
Astrology: Earth, Mercury in Virgo
Qabalah: Malkuth of He ה

Chris Gabriel April 6, 2024

The Ten of Disks is an earthly card, at the end of its fall from Heaven. Unlike Air and Fire, Earth is happier on the ground than up in the Heavens. When this card comes up in a reading, one thinks of a great investment or a great home. This card is about something stable, but not stagnant.

Mercury is domiciled in Virgo, a sign that it rules. Thus Mercury, God of money, is intelligently utilizing the wealth accumulated over the past 9 cards. Mercury is in fact the root of words like “Merchant” or “Commerce”

This is a card of accumulated resources, and their correct usage.

In Thoth, we are given an image of ten coins in the form of the Tree of Life. Each bears a Mercurial sign with Mercury atop and Virgo below.  All about these ten golden coins are the purples of royalty. 

In Rider, we see the Pentacles forming the Tree of Life, as in Thoth. Behind this superimposed tree, we see a beautiful scene. It is a kingdom at peace: lovers talking, a child playing with two dogs, and an old man sitting. Rather than the literal wealth depicted in Thoth, this is the wealth of security -all are well dressed and even pets can be fed. A far cry from the Five of Pentacles earlier in this suit. 

In Marseille, we see a more mundane layout of the ten coins, more like the fives that appear on a pair of dice. Through Qabalah, we can understand this card as Malkuth, The Kingdom, at the very bottom of the tree of life, which corresponds to planetary Earth. Being a disk, it is of He ה, the Princess and as the final letter of the Tetragrammaton, represents elemental Earth. Thus the kingdom the card refers to is the Kingdom of the Princess.

In some ways, this is the final card in the deck. It is here we reach the end of a long descent down the Tree of Life, through the paths along it, and through the Tetragrammaton. This is a joyous ending. As opposed to the great rises and falls, joys and sorrows of the deck, here we find a very solid, very comfortable, material reality. At last, everything is in its place.

When we think of the Fall to Earth, we often think of fiery Satan, displeased with his crash landing, but our Earthy Princess is very happy here. This is the perfection of our world. 

In the Bible, I’m brought to Revelation 21, when the Apocalypse has ceased, and God does away with how things were, and all are united. Yet even this sort of ending is not forever, this is the wisdom of the Aeon, that there are no ends, only ceaseless transformation, and so this happy earth is bound to change to some new form so soon as the deck is shuffled.

We can look to William Blake to help see the relation of the lofty Heavens of Kether with this most earthen Malkuth: “Eternity is in love with the productions of time.”

This is the nature of the Ten of Disks, the lovely productions of time.

When dealt this card, we are asked to look upon our journey, what we have all been on: a long, colorful, rainbow path (ס) and here at last is the pot of gold (מַלְכוּת) !

---

Chris Gabriel is a twenty four year old wizard and poet who runs the YouTube channel MemeAnalysis.

CHANNEL, SOCIAL, CARDS

A Story of Three Bones

View fullsize

Vestal Malone April 4, 2024

In a sacred moment, 3 friends begin an epic journey. Manifesting from the primordial ooze, they float together. Their innate destiny is a collaborative effort of strength, support and love. They protect and nurture the pulse of their own existence and grow into being.

Mandible, Sacrum and Sphenoid. Three bones together with the heart and the nervous system are the start and core of our physical being. More than 200 bones join the team as the body grows in a glorious journey to last a lifetime.

Mandible, the jaw bone, takes its duty seriously. It protects the heart with honor and has the strength and courage to do it well. When you try to avoid feeling a heartache, the jaw clenches and the tail tightens in an attempt to stop the 'flow 'of emotions. A newborn baby's lip quivers before the audible cry releases the tension. Adults tend to “keep a stiff upper lip” and not express their fear, anger or sadness. The heart does not forget how the mandible protected it, the two are connected from utero and for the rest of their lives together. Mandible has help in its task from Sacrum, the pelvis, and his little buddy Coccyx, the tailbone. They exist in a synchronistic dance and sway, the three together are the physical guardians encasing the developing heart, and then the emotional guardians as they grow solid and emerge into gravity. The sacrum looks after the cerebral spinal fluid, the flow of this nectar controlling our physical health and emotional well being. As our tail wags, it pumps this life juice up the spine to bathe our brain with nutrients. Remaining in lockdown in response to the travesties  of life leads to physical duress. A relaxed body is truly a relaxed mind. Muscle tension and physical injury stop Sacrum from wagging, impeding the flow of our perfect divinely designed system. 

Sphenoid, the bone of all bones, is fragile and shy. The keeper of the pituitary gland and the nervous system, it takes the brunt of our existence. Without the pulse of life moving through our body, all systems stagnate, especially little Sphenoid. Its shape resembles a butterfly, with bony wings just as delicate. It lives just behind the eyes and in front of our gray matter, hovering and swaying in harmony with the sacrum like a hammock to distribute “food” for the brain and body. Sacrum handles the cerebral spinal fluid while the Sphenoid handles the self regulating chemicals produced in house. It is a pharmacy with a remedy for each challenge, and a nutritionist chef to serve the perfect meals for growth and vitality. If Sphenoid can't dance and sway, the party's over.

---

“They exist in a synchronistic dance and sway, the three together are the physical guardians encasing the developing heart, and then the emotional guardians as they grow solid and emerge into gravity.”

---

After her University education (BA in English Literature and philosophy, minor in music),  Vestal Malone followed the call to study her hobbies of yoga and therapeutic touch a the Pacific School of Healing Arts and continued in the Master's program of Transformational Bodywork  with her mentors, Fred and Cheryl Mitouer, and assisting with their teaching. She went on to teach her own Therapeutic Touch workshops in Japan,  hatha yoga in America, and study Cranial Sacral Therapy with Hugh Milne and John Upledger. She has had the honor of doing bodywork with professional athletes, laymen and nobility for over 25 years. Vestal is a mom, a backyard organic gardener, and sings soprano in her church choir on a little island in the middle Pacific ocean. She hails from Colorado and Wyoming and migrates every summer to her family ranch to ground in the dust of her roots.

Playing Games with Ludwig Wittgenstein

Nicko Mroczkowski April 2nd, 2024

What is the meaning of a word? When we talk about what words mean, we usually imagine something like a dictionary, which pairs up words with the things they stand for. So, somewhere in our heads, we’ve stored the sound corresponding to the word ‘apple’, and this entry is linked with our idea of the sweet fruit of certain trees. We are English speakers to the extent that we have a large repository of knowledge of this type, a dictionary in our minds that pairs sound to meaning.

According to the German philosopher Ludwig Wittgenstein, this picture of the way language works is an illusion that has a sinister hold on us. It forms the basis of most theories in linguistics, it governs the way we navigate the law, it has come to define the architecture of AI language models, as well as our approaches to understanding literature, our common sense thinking about language itself, and how we learn and use it. Perhaps we don’t notice, then, that it rests on a principle of constant deciphering, or translation: it treats words as strings of code that must be translated into the concepts that we’re bringing to the listener’s attention. Just as a novice French learner will read une pomme and connect this with the English word ‘apple’, so will they hear the word ‘apple’ in their native language and ‘translate’ it into the image or concept of an apple. 

The problem, as Wittgenstein points out, is that this ‘translation’ doesn’t actually seem to occur in real time; this notion is not faithful to the genuine experience of using language. If I’m at the shop, and I ask the attendant for three red apples, do they first count up to three, retrieve the colour red in their minds, and call up an image of an apple? Surely not – they just grab the things! Maybe, you could say, these processes do occur, but so quickly, due to training and habit, that it is imperceptible. Suppose, then, that I ask the attendant to work faster – do they think up an abstract representation of speed, and communicate it to their body? And should they, unimpressed with this request, utter a single expletive – how should I translate it? What ‘concepts’ do swear words used in this way, or other expressions like ‘ouch’, correspond to? In a living context, believing that meaning is all about translation leads to some absurd consequences.

In fact, in this regard, living contexts tend to be stranger than we initially realise. When among very close friends, we use words and names in ways that might be unintelligible to other listeners, even though we’re still using plain English. Our shared history, memories, and inside jokes imbue our conversations with meanings that go far beyond the dictionary definitions of the words we’re using. Or, to take a more famous case: if I were to ask you, reader, what colour Wednesday is, you would most likely have an answer that we could discuss, and agree or disagree upon. Where, in the normal concept of ‘Wednesday’, is there anything to do with its colour? Is there a separate mental dictionary for cases like this?

The fact is, when it comes to language, context is everything; it accounts for much more than whatever could be written down in a dictionary. This is the core of Wittgenstein’s argument. Language, he observes, is like a box of tools, each with different uses that can be adapted to any purpose. There is no one theme that unites each of these things as tools – the hammer is for striking, the tape for measuring, the nails for fastening – except that they are there, at the ready, in the same place. If it has a use, it could find its way in there, and there is no principle that determines what belongs. In just the same way, there is no general theory of language or what we can do with it.

Le Centre de l’Amour (ca. 1687), Peter Rollos

Instead, we can speak of what Wittgenstein calls ‘language-games’: distinct but loosely defined activities that make use of the spoken or written word. Requesting and retrieving items at a shop is one example. Wittgenstein himself offers some other notable ones – telling a joke, reporting an event, asking, thanking – but really, there are as many language-games as there are things that human beings do with each other. This is the point: language is not separate from action, but belongs to it, and develops alongside it. ‘In the beginning was the deed,’ writes Wittgenstein, citing Goethe’s Faust; in other words, human activity exists before language, which forms just a part of it. We don’t speak first and act after.

Our modern scientific disposition, it seems, has made us believe that the main function of language is to sit outside the world, describe it, and state facts – to communicate knowledge. But this is just one of the things we do with it, and we don’t even do it that often. We do so many other things with each other; we eat, love, play, build, teach, inspire. These are real grounds of language. Wittgenstein calls them ‘forms of life’; what he means by this, in an intentionally loose way, is whatever a community of language-users does as part of its way of living. Forms of life are the smaller elements that make up a way of life; for example, a fishing community has customs and practices relating to different ways of catching fish, cleaning and preparing them, building and maintaining boats, trading, et cetera, each with their corresponding language-games. These things are ultimately cultural. So asking about the language of a community is like asking about its cuisine – what’s available, and what do they do with it?

When we think about the meaning of a word, then, this is the real question – what do we do with it? After all, recalling our shop attendant from earlier, just having a mental picture of three red apples is not enough to do their job; they need to know where the apples are, what to do with them, and how much to charge. If they stand there thinking about apples, they haven’t understood me; translation is not enough for meaning. And meaning counts for more than the ability to translate – it goes the other way, too. Learning what a word means is also learning about the form of life it belongs to. If I tell you that ‘deglazing’ means using liquid to dissolve the caramelised bits left over from frying something in a pan, I haven’t just told you the name of a technique – I’ve also taught you how to do a little bit of cooking, and how to follow a recipe that calls for it.

Like his predecessor Kant, Wittgenstein sought to shift our philosophical priorities away from the single-minded pursuit of total knowledge, towards an appreciation of the humble beauty of everyday life and thinking. He recognised that a perfect theory of language would get us no closer to illuminating the other mysteries of human experience; each of these things is ‘just there, like our lives’. The point is to live. 

---

Nicko Mroczkowski

The Five of Wands (Tarot Triptych)

View fullsize

Name: Strife, the Five of Wands
Number: 5
Astrology: Fire, Saturn in Leo
Qabalah: Gevurah of Yod י

Chris Gabriel March 30, 2024

The Five of Wands is the very middle of Fire’s descent from Heaven to Earth, a place Fire does not want to go. It’s becoming heavy, and what was once pleasantly organized is starting to fracture. It is a card of conflict and annoyance, of too much weight on an already fragile situation.

When this card appears in a reading one can expect a situation will be brought to breaking point. Annoyances will reach “critical mass”, and the conflict that results from this will bring new weight.

In Thoth, we find four wands beneath one great leaden wand. The “Completion” of the four wands is being crushed by the fifth. Atop is Saturn, and beneath is Leo, Saturn is the lead wand, which forces too much weight on the four beneath it creating Strife. Two of the wands bear the head of a Phoenix, the other two Lotuses. We see the sunny yellow of Leo, and the indigo of Saturn clash.

In Rider, we find a depiction of five young men fighting one another with sticks. There are no apparent “sides”, no serious division along the lines of color. This is certainly not a life or death conflict, but a feud among family or friends, no one will die by the wand, but they may well take a beating.

In Marseille, we are given the same formation as Thoth, but lacking intentional esoteric symbolism. To grasp its symbolic significance we must look to the Qabalah. 

As a five the card belongs to the fifth Sephiroth on the Tree of Life, Gevurah, which is severity or anger. Being Wands, or Fire, it belongs to Yod, the King. Thus it is “The Anger of the King”

We see this anger in Richard IV, for whom Shakespeare writes “Uneasy lies the head that wears a crown.” which we oft paraphrase as heavy is the head. Great weight brings about unbearable internal pressure and conflict. Kingly anger puts so much force on what’s beneath it, it becomes volcanic and ready to blow up. Even in our best case, an absolute monarchy is fragile. 

Kingly anger sinks down to those who serve the king, causing infighting and chaos where there was peace and order. 

In our lives, we can see this as a source of pressure and strain, something that throws our insides into turmoil. Or outside ourselves in dysfunctional families, a parent who puts many demands on their children and spouse.

The Five of Wands is a card of conflict within structure, a “heavy heart”. When we are dealt this card we are asked to consider what is weighing heavy upon us and how we can get out from under it before we’re crushed.

---

Chris Gabriel is a twenty four year old wizard and poet who runs the YouTube channel MemeAnalysis.

CHANNEL, SOCIAL, CARDS

Degree Astrology: An Introduction

View fullsize

John Sandbach March 28, 2024

The wheel of the zodiac breaks down into twelve signs; within each of those signs, there are thirty degrees. Degree astrology ascribes a verbal picture to each one of those degrees as a means of characterising the hidden essence of the forces that affect us. When we move in harmony with these evolutionary forces, we are more likely to achieve success. 

The verbal pictures are received and interpreted by an individual astrologer; therefore, every set of degree symbols is highly subjective. Some sets feel weak or murky to me, or not quite on the mark. Others are clear, vivid depictions of the energy that each degree carries. 

When I began practicing astrology in the 1960s, there were two available sets of degree symbols that had been channeled in the 19th century: the Sepharial and the Charubel Symbols. To me, neither set is helpful for astrological interpretation. I know of no astrologers who use them. These sets lack charisma; they don’t speak to me. They aren’t vivid, so they don’t spark my imagination, and imagination is essential to the highly subjective work of degree symbol interpretation. 

In the 1920s, a set of degree symbols was channeled by the psychic Elsie Wheeler under the direction of the illustrious astrologer Marc Jones. This set became known as the Sabian Symbols and is the most widely used set to this day. There are several books you can buy which interpret these symbols, the most famous being Dane Rudhyar’s An Astrological Mandala. 

On April 4th, 1984, at 8:04 AM, in Kansas City, Missouri, I channeled a set of degree symbols now known as The Chandra Symbols, with my friend, the astrologer Lisa Leopold. We began by labeling 360 index cards with the numbers one to thirty for each sign, then mixed them up and placed them face down on a table. Lisa would then pick up a card, and I would tell her what I saw; she would write that on the card then select the next. The process had an intense psychedelic momentum, and each image passed through my mind with great vividness. 

Channeling the symbols felt like tuning a radio, and when I found the wavelength where reception was clear, I stayed there, listening to the information that came to me, and repeating it to Lisa. 

One image I saw was a bull stung by a scorpion. This is the image for the 20th degree of Gemini. I had seen a sculpture at the Vatican Museum, depicting this very thing, and felt suspicious that I was simply recalling a memory (as opposed to finding the correct image for this degree). Then I heard a voice that squashed my suspicions: a consortium of spirits had been showing me, for many years, a catalogue of images that I could draw upon, that would eventually become these degree symbols. 

I channeled the Chandra Symbols to achieve new insights into the degrees of the Zodiac. When astrologers compare different symbols from different sets, it can reveal new layers of information to us. The pictures from different sets often amplify, extend, and explain one another. 

An example: The Chandra symbol for the 6th degree of Taurus is “a pink diamond”. When I read this symbol, I think of the hardness and brightness of the diamond as signifying power and potency, and the color pink as a sign of spiritual love. Together, the diamond and its pinkness can mean the power to repel discord and negativity, and to imbue people, or situations, with gentleness and love. 

The Sabian symbol for the 6th degree of Taurus is “a bridge being built across a gorge”. As I see it, the bridge connects land that is kept apart. Love—signified by the pink in the Chandra symbol for this same degree—also has great power to connect. A good bridge needs strength and durability, inherent qualities of the Chandra diamond. 

My reading of the symbols together is that although the building of a bridge may be difficult, by approaching the task with diamond-like strength and willpower, one can accomplish the great work of bringing harmony into the world—with the power of love. This, of course, is not the only possible reading. The verbal pictures found in degree astrology are meant to stimulate an astrologer’s intuition, so their meaning is not necessarily the same in all contexts. “Diamond” and “pink” could be interpreted in many other ways—like images in poetry, they can have a host of different layers of meaning and implication. 

---

“I think of the use of degree symbols in reading a chart as astrological poetry.”

---

This is the very reason that a group of astrologers oppose degree astrology: for having no limits or clear definitions. Some consider it a kind of astrological free-for-all in which astrologers might read anything and everything into any symbol anyone can come up with. The manner in which some astrologers approach degree astrology can indeed be confusing or misleading, but when degree interpretation is done by an astrologer with clear intuition (ample experience helps), new forces that might otherwise remain hidden within a chart can be brought to light. Degree astrology is an immensely powerful tool; it can be wielded with adeptness and creativity, but it can also be misused. 

I have great respect for an organized, logical approach to astrology. I have spent many years learning this approach to chart analysis and use it still when I read for people. It’s a more masculine approach, while Degree astrology feels more feminine to me; together, the two have the power to potently enrich and inform each other. 

I think of the use of degree symbols in reading a chart as astrological poetry. I have found that when individuals are told of the degree symbols in their chart, they are touched in inexplicable ways. Often, they feel a deep relationship to the images, and over time these images can work on them therapeutically, bringing a clearer understanding of who they are. 

Years after channeling the Chandra Symbols, I channeled three other sets of degree symbols. When we look through a telescope at the degrees, we see that each one is filled with billions of galaxies, and that each one of these galaxies is filled with many millions of stars. With each set of symbols channeled, I am reminded that we have not even begun to scratch the surface of what is here: both in the sky and in ourselves.

---

John Sandbach is an astrology and Tarot researcher who has been working professionally in these fields for more than 50 years. He is the visionary behind the Chandra Symbols of the 360 degrees of the zodiac system, and he offers private astrology and Tarot readings online. The author of several books, including The Circular Temple and Astrology, Alchemy, and the Tarot, he lives in Kansas City, Missouri.

Maeshowe, Sound, and Viking Runes (Artefact II)

WUNDERKAMMER #2

View fullsize

Artefact No: 2
Location: Maeshow, Orkney Islands, Scotland
Age: 5,000 years 

Ben Timberlake March 27, 2024

Maeshowe is a Neolithic chambered burial complex on the Orkney Islands, an archipelago to the north of Scotland that is a floating world of midnight suns and brutal, dark winters. The tomb overlooks the Lochs of Harry and Stenness. On the narrow spit of land that separates the two lochs is The Ring of Brodgar, an ancient stone circle. It is nothing to look at from the outside - bored sheep munching salty grass on a small mound — but inside is one of the finest prehistoric monuments in the world. 

The tomb’s structure is cruciform: a long passageway some 15m long, a central chamber, with  three side-chambers. The main passageway is orientated to the southwest. Building began on the  site around 2800BC. It is a work of monumental perfection: each wall of the long passageway is  formed of single slabs up to three tons in weight; each corner of the main chamber has four vast  standing stones; and the floors, walls and ceilings of the side-chambers are made from single  stones. Smaller, long, thin slabs make up the rest of the masonry. They are fitted with unfussy but  masterful precision in the local sandstone. It is even more impressive when you realize that these  stones were cut and shaped thousands of years before the invention of metal tools. It is estimated  to have taken 100,000 hours of labor to construct.  

View fullsize

The interior chamber of Maeshowe, illuminated by the sun of the Winter Solstice.

Maeshowe sits within one of the richest prehistoric landscapes in Europe. The four principal sites  are two stone circles - the Ring of Brodgar and the Stones of Stenness - Maeshowe and the  perfectly preserved Neolithic village of Skara Brae. These sites are within a further constellation of  a dozen Neolithic and Bronze Age mounds, and other solitary standing stones.  

Aligned within this landscape like a vast sundial, Maeshowe is sighted so as to tell the time just once a year, at midwinter. For a couple of weeks at either side of the winter solstice the sun sets to the southwest and the rays of the run enter down the long passage and illuminate the wall at  the back of the end chamber. And this midwinter sun, at the zenith of its year, sets perfectly above the Barnhouse Stone some 700m away. The spectacle can be viewed live online every year.

Maeshowe and its sister sites are open to the public and well worth a visit. Because of their  remote location they get a fraction of the visitor numbers similar sites receive. There is something  deeply penitential about a visit there. The long passage is only a meter and a half tall and  archaeologists believe it was designed this way to force people to bow and submit as they walked  towards the center of the complex. 

View fullsize

The Barnhouse Stone, on the left, aligns perfectly with the entrance to Maeshow, the mound on the right, so that on the day of midwinter, the sun sets above the stone and into the entrance to Maestowe.

---

“The frequency for Maeshowe was a drum being beaten at 2hz creating an infrasonic frequency that, although  inaudible to us, could be felt as a physical or psychological sensations such as dizziness, raised heartbeat, and flying sensations. And that’s before we factor in the drugs.”

---

As much as Maeshowe is a place of the dead, it is also a temple to sound. Dr Aaron Watson, an  honorary fellow from Exeter University, spent a number of years researching the effects of sound  at different prehistoric sites. He found that specific pitches of vocal chants and different types of drumming could produce strange, amplified sound effects known as ‘standing waves’. These are very distinct areas of high and low intensity which seem to bear no relation to the source of the  sound. In the case of Maeshowe, a drummer in the central chamber could be muted to those  standing nearby but the sound would be vastly magnified in the side chambers. The acoustics are  so powerful that the Neolithic builders must have known what they were doing when they built the structure. A recessed niche in one of the tunnel walls allowed a large stone to be dragged into the passageway blocking the passage and amplifying the sound.  

Even more impressively was the possibility that Maeshowe displayed elements of the Helmholtz  Effect - a phenomenon of air resonance in a cavity - but on a much larger scale. The frequency for Maeshowe was a drum being beaten at 2hz creating an infrasonic frequency that, although  inaudible to us, could be felt as a physical or psychological sensations such as dizziness, raised heartbeat, and flying sensations. And that’s before we factor in the drugs. These European  prehistoric societies made ample use of regular magic mushrooms and the red-and-white spotted  Fly Agaric. To the Neolithic visitors the acoustics effects of Maeshowe alone must have been  powerful but to combined with hallucinations it must have been one of the most profound and life changing experiences of their lives. 

View fullsize

Viking runes carved into the walls of Maeshowe.

The tomb was rediscovered in 1861. I write ‘rediscovered’ because when the Victorian antiquarians began to clear soil and debris from the inner chambers, they came across evidence that they were not the first ones there since prehistoric times: the walls were adorned with Viking runes.  

We have a very good idea who these Vikings were thanks to the Orkneyinga Saga, a medieval  narrative history document woven through and embellished with myths. There appear to be two  sets of culprits. Firstly, in 1151, a group of Viking Crusaders led by Earl Rognvald on their way to the Holy Land. Then, a couple years later - Christmas 1153 to be precise - a band of Viking  looters on a raid led by Earl Harald.  

The Norse traditionally held such ancient places with dread and it is not known what drove them to risk their mortal souls and enter the mound: a terrible storm is mentioned, but it may have been the legends of treasure too. The saga records that two of the Earl Rognvald’s men went mad with fear of the mythical Hogboon, from Old Norse hiagbui, or mound-dweller. 

View fullsize

There are some 30 runes in Maeshowe, the largest collection outside Scandinavia. Here is a  sample:  

Crusaders broke into Maeshowe. Lif the earl's cook carved these runes. To the north-west is a great treasure hidden. It was long ago that a great treasure was hidden here. Happy is he that might find that great treasure.  

Ofram, the son of Sigurd carved these runes.  

Haermund Hardaxe carved these runes.  

Thatir the weary Viking came here.  

Ingigerth is the most beautiful of all women (carved beside a picture of a slavering dog). 

Thorni fucked. Helgi carved.  

All too often historians and archaeologists concern themselves with official inscriptions left by kings and emperors and other fevered egos but I don’t think that anything quite says ‘Look on my works ye mighty and despair’ than a Viking warrior getting laid and then recording it on the rock of ages with his axe.

---

Ben Timberlake is an archaeologist who works in Iraq and Syria. His writing has appeared in Esquire, the Financial Times and the Economist. He is the author of 'High Risk: A True Story of the SAS, Drugs and other Bad Behaviour'.

The Three of Wands (Tarot Triptych)

View fullsize

Name: The Three of Wands
Number: 3
Astrology: Fire, the Sun in Aries
Qabalah: Binah of Yod י

Chris Gabriel March 6, 2024

The Three of Wands is a fiery card, but being a low number, it is still close to its divine source. It is a card of daily activity. When this card comes up in a reading, one thinks of the daily routine, of positive actions that one can undertake.

In Thoth, we are given a very simple image of three flowery wands. Two of them cross the central wand, and flames emanate from the center. Atop is the Sun, and beneath is Aries, the astrological placement of this card, and the second decan of Aries.

The Sun in Aries is a joyous placement, as it is the first in the zodiac. It is the bright beginning of a new astrological year. It is a daily cycle, and the bright morning of a new day. The title of “Virtue” puts one to mind of Benjamin Franklin’s morningly question of “What good shall I do this day?” This is the card of Daily Virtue.

In Rider, we are given the image of Franklin’s question. A man holding a wand, beside two wands. He looks upon the rising Sun. He is preparing himself for the day. He has a brilliant view, overlooking a bay, the ships within it, and the mountains. He can foresee the actions he must undertake.

In Marseille, as it is not an esoteric deck, but one that was used to gamble and play, we are given no esoteric imagery, simply three wands. It is the same formation as Thoth, but without distinct coloring. Here we must utilize the Qabalah to decipher the message.

Being a three, it belongs to the Sephirothic sphere of Binah, or Understanding. Being Wands, or Fire, it is of Yod, the King, and the first letter of the Tetragrammaton. Thus it is “the Understanding of the King”.

And just what is that understanding?

Let us look to poetry, and the I Ching. In Ezra Pound’s Cantos, he famously wrote “Day by day make it new”, which is an ideogrammic translation of the Chinese characters featured in the poem.

新日日新

New Sun Sun New

Sun doubles as “Day” , a deeply poetic character!

In Richard Wilhelm’s I Ching we find Tching’s wisdom mirrored perfectly in the commentary on Hexagram 26. “Only through such daily self-renewal can a man continue at the height of his powers.”

It makes sense as Tching, first emperor of the Shang dynasty, and “Tang the Perfect” was thought to have written much of the I Ching’s text. His wisdom is the very nature of the Three of Wands, daily virtue, daily self renewal.

“Day by day make it new.”

---

Chris Gabriel is a twenty four year old wizard and poet who runs the YouTube channel MemeAnalysis.

CHANNEL, SOCIAL, CARDS

Grappling

Pietro Cavallini, The Last Judgement, 1300

Ale Nodarse March 5, 2024

How can we picture the unrepresentable?

In the fourteenth-century, Nicephorus Callistus staged a similar question in different terms. Speaking before a painting of the Archangel Michael, he wondered: “How is it that matter can drag the spirit down and encompass the immaterial by means of  colors?”¹

Artists had been grappling with the question for quite some time. And — whether that “immaterial” is first or final love, sudden violence or unexpected salvation, birth, death, or the single night of the year when the cereus flower blossoms; or, whether, as for Callistus, it really is an angel — many of us, artists and viewers, continue to grapple.

Pietro Cavallini’s Last Judgment, completed in 1300 and preserved in Rome’s Basilica di Santa Cecilia in Trastevere — where it stretches across an expanse of wall opposite the nave and where it may still be seen today — raises the question of the unrepresentable in pictorial form. One of the first artists for whom it is possible to provide a bibliography, Cavallini was known for his skill in fresco (a form of wall painting) and mosaic.² He was born, lived, worked, and died in Rome (excluding a decade of patronage in Naples), and he lived a remarkably long life, from (c.) 1240 to 1340, his nearly one hundred years a small miracle at the time.³

Cavallini garnered textual praise as early as the fifteenth century, within the Commentaries of the Florentine sculptor Lorenzo Ghiberti: “[He] was more learned than all the other masters,” Ghiberti writes.⁴ Ghiberti singled out Cavallini’s Last Judgment for admiration, suggesting that the artist painted its entirety with his own hand. Nearly all evidence of this claim, however, had evaporated in a series of changes made to the church in the sixteenth century. Renovations began in 1527—when the monastery adjoining the church was occupied by an enclosed order of Benedictine nuns—and continued through the interventions of various cardinals.⁵ The placement of choir-stalls against the basilica’s western wall concealed and, by a miraculous twist of fate, preserved Cavallini’s masterpiece. In 1900, the stalls were removed and the Last Judgement emerged, as if from underground.⁶

Twelve apostles appear holding various attributes. Upon their perspectival bench—the primary architectural element—the apostles look to Christ in his almond-shaped frame. The Virgin Mary and John the Baptist amplify the apostle's gazes, reflected by the row of angels. Below this upper register, Judgement unfolds, with angels as redeemers and executioners. Their bodies vary greatly, with near-human postures assuming greater energy and violence towards the most damned members of the scene.

Certain aspects of the image are to be expected. Comparative analysis points to several Roman precedents with the same archetypal arrangement: six apostles seated on either side of an enthroned Christ, surrounded by angels, the Virgin, and John the Baptist. Other elements derive from more remote sources. The apostolic attributes have been equated to French sculptural precedents, while the downward posturing of Christ’s hands and the careful separation of the scene’s participants speak of Byzantium.⁷ (I picture nuns sitting in front of the angels on mahogany chairs.)

Few tourists know of the fresco today, and visitation remains sparse. On the day of my visit, a young, black-haired woman enters the choir. An elevator’s ding promises the arrival of this only other guest. We look for several minutes, staring silently at our mutual subject. Could Cavallini have anticipated this kind of communion?

I return often to this Almandine Christ, to Cavallini’s Angels. Standing level to figures raised above human scale remains uncanny. The most recent renovation of the space has left an open void of a meter or so between the viewer’s ground and the visionary’s wall. Signs warn one not to step too closely and red ropes provide a peremptory border. This distance seems fitting – the angels too “other,” too ethereal to approach. It is their wings which offer themselves again and again and which continue to catch me, in their shimmering gradation of tones. 

In the choir, you can hear them: birds. But Cavallini’s wings do not belong to them. The wings of these painted angels glisten and elude. Their fields of color radiate. Beginning with the brilliant tufts of the upper white wing, each color—red, blue, and yellow—differs in value with every descendent feather. The tendency is to count: moving down, feather by feather, color by color, in equal steps. Nine: the number of distinct tones gracing the upper wings. Nine: the number of cosmic divisions and the number, according to medieval thought, of the angelic orders. In the thirteenth-century, the philosopher and theologian Robert Grosseteste formulated a color axis based on the manipulation of hue: degrees of brightness beginning in darkness and reaching the intensification of a “burning glass.”⁸ Fittingly, within Cavallini’s Judgement, the greatest intensity—the greatest measurable brightness—emerges from the wings of the Seraphim, the “burning ones.” Their color, in all its exactitude, claims celestial status.

Staring forth, Cavallini’s angels seem indifferent to nature itself, an abstraction. Their alien wings divulge no source beyond the material, the pigments, from which they now emerge. Theirs is a dissimulating suggestion, an image moving away from earthly referents, from birds on this side of sky, to those which lift, gradually, to other heights.

*

Callistus didn’t answer his own question, at least not directly. But he did feel something as he grappled with his painting. “This is [a work] of ardent love,” he writes, “and it kindles the heart.”⁹ Grappling was, and still is, an act of love. 

---

¹Cyril A. Mango. The Art of the Byzantine Empire 312-1453: Sources and Documents

²Paul Hetherington, Pietro Cavallini: A Study in the Art of Late Medieval Rome

³On his time in Naples, see Cathleen Fleck, “The Rise of the Court Artist: Cavallini and Giotto in Fourteenth-Century Naples,” Art History 31 no. 4 (September 2008): 460-483. While dates remain imprecise, several art historians have advanced a birth date in the late 1240s, and suggest—from textual evidence—that Cavallini lived for nearly a century, well into the 1330s. 

⁴Lorenzo Ghiberti, I commentari (The Commentaries)

⁵Cardinals Sfondrato and Acquaviva, in 1599 and 1725, respectively.

⁶Hetherington’s analysis (note 2) provides extensive details of the restoration phases.

⁷Ibid.

⁸Hannah E. Smithson, et al. “A Color Coordinate System from a 13th Century Account of Rainbows,” Journal of the Optical Society of America.

⁹Mango, 231.

---

Alejandro (Ale) Nodarse Jammal is an artist and art historian. They are a Ph.D. Candidate in History of Art & Architecture at Harvard University and are completing an MFA at Oxford’s Ruskin School of Art. They think often about art — its history and its practice — in relationship to observation, memory, language, and ethics.

Nonviolent Communication - An Introduction

View fullsize

Wayland Myers March 5, 2024

Of the millions of species that have come, gone, and are alive today, why are we the ones that  are the most successful, capable, and dominant? It's a question that may or may not ever find its  answer but one track of our evolutionary development is  quite different from any other species. 

Throughout our history, the traits, mutations, inclinations, and cultural practices that improved our abilities to get along and helped sustain group cohesion have been retained, improved, and passed onto future generations - over, and over, and over. Our species has become successful at living in groups of ever-increasing size, complexity, and composition, and we are enjoying the tremendous benefits this makes possible. We are not alone in these skills nor in their benefits, just ask the ants, bees, and termites. 

View fullsize

Alfabeto in sogno (1683), Giuseppe Maria Mitelli

So, if the human tree has been growing and evolving for a very long time, and over those millennia,  our abilities to get along have passed along and improved, then why are we experiencing such serious divides today? My thoughts are that although our bodies might be done evolving the neurological and sensory capacities needed to help us coexist with each other, the evolution of the emotional, intellectual, and sociological wisdom and skills still has a ways to go. The practice and approach to interpersonal communication known as Nonviolent Communication is offered here as a contribution to that tract of our evolution. 

In the 1960s and 70s, Marshall Rosenberg, a psychologist,  developed a communication  methodology called Nonviolent Communication (NVC). NVC is a set of concepts and  recommendations designed to help us think, speak, and listen in ways that awaken compassion within  ourselves and between us. It is concerned with increasing mutual understanding and respect for differences, and inspiring people to cooperate for the betterment of each. Its goal is to leave us feeling whole and connected, and to ensure our motivations for helping ourselves and each other are not borne of fear, obligation, or guilt, but because helping has become the most fulfilling activity we can imagine.  From experience, it can be truly life changing. 

Marshall dedicated his life to traveling the world, helping countless individuals and groups resolve  conflicts, and teaching NVC to tens of thousands of people. His gentle, profoundly insightful, and  healing soul is missed by many. 

---

“Its goal is to leave us feeling whole and connected, and to ensure our motivations for helping ourselves and each other are not borne of fear, obligation, or guilt, but because helping has become the most fulfilling activity we can imagine.”

---

Intimacy

There is an old saying that intimacy means “into me see.” I think it describes precisely how  humans go about creating a sense of connection with each other. It's been well documented, and it is clear from experience, that the most powerful thing we can do to create bonds with others is to reveal something we feel vulnerable about. To tell people how we truly feel about someone, something we're embarrassed about, what we dearly desire, the dreams we hope to fulfill, or the ones we criticize ourselves for having is how we can become closer to others. This is exactly what Nonviolent Communication  tries to accomplish. 

View fullsize

Nonviolent Communication goes about this by helping us maintain the focus of our conversation on  life-enhancing issues. It grounds us specifically in people's well-being and how to improve it, rather  than the evaluative issues of right, wrong, who's to blame, or what people should do. Its concepts  and recommendations help us remember the important points and critical tasks that can inspire  compassion, connection, and generosity in our relationships, and it helps us regain these when they  are temporarily lost. 

One of the most beautiful things about NVC is that its successful use doesn't require that both  people use it. I've used it successfully with many people who know nothing of NVC. Working to  avoid thinking and speaking in ways that can create trouble also helps me minimize being triggered  when the other person engages in them, and together, that makes a huge difference. 

Here is NVC’s first recommendation.

The Practice of Nonviolent Communication 

Try to avoid using forms of expression that generate pain in the listener, as this decreases the  likelihood of a constructive and mutually beneficial connection being made. Two categories of  behaviors are well-known to have this effect. 

The first is the moralistic appraising of another’s behavior, feelings, values, ideas, or choices as  right/wrong, good/bad, reasonable/unreasonable, or fair/unfair and then sharing our appraisal  with them! Moralistic judgments are not only liable to generate emotional pain but also serve  as invitations to engage in stressful, often dead-ended debates. 

The second category of connection-inhibiting behavior is when we try to get people to do what we  want by asking for it in ways that deny them a choice; for example, telling them what they should or  are supposed to do, that we have a right to it, or trying to manipulate them via threats or guilt trips. 

Sadly, we encounter these forms of speech and methods of behavioral coercion often, and equally  sadly, we use them ourselves. How could we not because these methods are what we have been taught and are the norms in many cultures. NVC provides us with an alternative way to achieve even better  results. 

In the next installment, I’ll detail the concepts and recommendations that constitute the practice of  Nonviolent Communication.

---

Wayland Myers, Ph.D. is a psychologist who writes books and articles on Nonviolent Communication and other applications of compassion. He was introduced to the Nonviolent Communication process in 1986 by its creator Dr. Marshall Rosenberg, and has since used it extensively in his personal and professional lives with profound and deeply valued results.

The Poetic Diary of Ramuntcho Matta (Excerpt I)

View fullsize

Ramuntcho Matta March 14, 2024

Here I stand. I am invited to do a tribute to my friend Lou Reed. He was a great influence on my desires for a higher life. He helped me understand what music is. That a record is a room full of doors. I met Lou Reed when I was 12 years old, and from that moment, he became a brother of soul. A presence. It's not easy to put into words, that thing beyond a thing.

The song that I sing here is the first collaboration I made with Brion Gysin. Brion wrote the lyrics and I called chords as they came to me.

---

I
I want somebody
somebody special

somebody special to live with
somebody special to look after me

I am looking for somebody
somebody special
and if that somebody special looks after me ?

I got the hands and the heart to give with
I am not all that hard
hard to live with

who can this somebody 
somebody special
possibly be ? 

maybe 
this somebody
somebody special
can only be
me
me
me

---

I was 15 when I met Brion and a disaster. After three days in a new school, the principal called me into his office:

“I understand that your preference is to be on the street and you’re right, you can learn a lot of precious things out there, but my function here is to educate you. I will offer you a deal: if you come to poetry and philosophy lessons and you help a friend a mine, a dying old man, by cooking for him, helping him to clean himself and just being there, then I won’t tell your parents that you’re not going to school and every year I will put you on the next level”. That old man was Brion Gysin.

It is better to have a body than not, but worst of all is to not be prepared for the loss of it. We started by studying the Tibetan Book of the Dead and the Egyptian Book of Breathing. It took Brion ten years to die so we had time to study this and other things. He had spent 23 years of his life in Morocco, initiating himself to the keys of invisibility, and to the keys of time. 

I was 16 when we made that song. Brion had been writing songs since the 1940s but he never had the courage to sing them. So I wrote the music to try and put him on the track he had feared. 

Music is, for me, one of the keys, but the key to what door?

The song starts with an "I" and ends with “me, me, me". Is there one I and three mes? Sometimes we need a substitute personality to handle confusions and another me can come in, and then another one, and a third and so on. But when we have too many, how can we get rid of them?

You have to ride on
And fly in

Every morning I do a little drawing and I put some lyrics on them, like a song. Drawing is music, it is vibrations and frequencies, colors and feelings. Words arrive and then something else entirely joins them.

I 
I want something
something special

something special to live with
something special to look after me

What is ‘me’ is a good question. How is ‘me’ is a better one. How do I become a better me is better yet.

---

Ramuntcho Matta is a producer, sound designer and visual artist.

The Magician (Tarot Triptych)

View fullsize

Name: The Magician
Number: 1
Astrology: Mercury
Qabalah: Beth ב

Chris Gabriel March 12, 2024

Watch his hands - The Magician is putting on a show. Whether he’s holding a wand or juggling all of his tools, he has before him each of the magical weapons that form the suits of the Tarot: a wand, a cup, a blade, and a coin. I am always brought to the phrase “Play with a full deck”. The Magician is doing just that.

In Thoth, he is the Magus. The God Mercury, or Hermes. He has a big smile, and long winged heels. He shines radiant gold. In addition to the four tools of the suits, there is a Phoenix wand and a winged egg, for he is going between all opposites. Behind him is his Caduceus, the serpentine wand, and beneath him is his monkey form and shadow, Thoth Cynocephalus. Mercury effortlessly plays with his tools.

In Rider, we see him noble, robed and handsome. He has an Ourboros, the snake eating its tail for his belt, a magic wand in his hand, and infinity above him. He points to above with his wand, and to below with his left hand. Atop the table are his weapons and a great many flowers fill the bottom of the card.

In Marseille, we are given le Bateleur, a street performer. A mundane character compared to a grandiose Ceremonial Magician or Mercury . Here is a trickster hustling fools with his trade. A figure in a bar or at a fair. This is not a Magician who is going to commune with angels and demons, but a hokey fortune teller with a tacky neon sign.

The Tarot is considered by many occultists to be the first book, one written by Hermes, or under his Egyptian name, Thoth. The God who created writing and magic. So in some ways, this card is a self portrait. 

Mercury is androgynous, all the more so when placed in its alchemical trinity with the Emperor and the Empress - Mercury between Sulphur and Salt.

Mercury is the spectrum between all dualities, and effortlessly flies between them. The Tarot itself is structured by these symbolic dualities, between Fire and Water, Earth and Air, the World and the Heavens. Yet in this card, they are tools or toys to the Magician.

Just as at the beginning of our studies, we are the Fool, as we master our understanding of the Tarot, we become like the Magician. Through understanding, we develop a “full deck” with which we can play.

Qabalistically, this card represents the 2nd path on the Tree of Life, that going between God and Understanding, Beth. Beth is an ideogram of a House. Consider how when playing with a deck one can build a “House of Cards”. This is the realm of the Magician.

When dealt the Magician in a reading, think upon your skills, your abilities, and how you can put them into use. This is a call to use our abilities to shape the world around us, to not be stuck in one place, but to apply our understanding!

The Tarot itself is structured by these symbolic dualities, between Fire and Water, Earth and Air, the World and the Heavens.

---

Chris Gabriel is a twenty four year old wizard and poet who runs the YouTube channel MemeAnalysis.

CHANNEL, SOCIAL, CARDS

How Detachment Can Be Loving For All

Wayland Myers March 7, 2024

Many years ago, I heard a drug rehab counselor say, "Detachment is a means whereby we allow others the opportunity to learn how to care for themselves better.” I felt confused and disturbed. I was a parent. My teenage child’s life and our family were being ravaged by their struggle with drug and alcohol use. Was I being told I shouldn’t try to stop them from using drugs and alcohol? That I shouldn’t try to protect them from themselves or try to control their recovery? I had heard about this “loving detachment” before, and it sounded like a self protective form of abandonment. But this counselor made it sound like a gift. How could that be?

View fullsize

Petit Livre d’Amour, Pierre Salas. ca. 1500

Over time, I began to understand what the counselor meant. I slowly discovered several mutual benefits that derived from practicing loving detachment when trying to support someone struggling with addiction. Then, I saw that these benefits could be realized in other  situations I found challenging. Like when I was relating to someone who had a chronic illness that required wise self-care to be practiced over long periods of time and I worried they were  failing to do that. Depression, diabetes, attention deficit disorder, and schizophrenia came to  mind. Then I thought, what about people struggling to learn complex life skills like effective study habits, finding a job, managing their personal finances, handling friendships and love  affairs? My interventions in those learning processes sometimes caused more troubles than  they solved. Maybe loving detachment would be helpful there as well. With these expanded  visions, I became very excited about the value of learning to be supportive and lovingly detached at the same time. 

I developed my first understandings of loving detachment at the same time I was developing my first understandings and skills of a communication practice developed by psychologist Marshall Rosenberg, PhD., which is called Nonviolent Communication. I found them to share core values and to be mutually complementary. For instance, Nonviolent Communication suggests using compassionate inspiration as a way for people to get their needs met rather  than coercion, manipulation, or demands. Nonviolent Communication highly values  interpersonal respect – all parties granting each other the right to be who and how they are. And Nonviolent Communication encourages everyone to engage in good self-care. These are all parts of loving detachment. The insights and values of Nonviolent Communication have greatly enriched my understanding of how detachment can be loving for all. So, let's take a look at loving detachment.

---

“I had heard about this “loving detachment” before, and it sounded like a self protective form of abandonment. But this counselor made it sound like a gift. How could that be?”

---

First, a definition: Currently, I consider myself lovingly detached when: I am willing and able to compassionately and without judgment: 

• allow others to be different from me, 

• grant them the dignity of allowing them to be self-directed, 

• sustain an attitude of hopeful, loving-kindness with them. 

When I can do this, what benefits have I discovered? Here are four ways that I believe detachment is loving for my loved ones and four ways I have found it loving for me. 

View fullsize

Petit Livre d’Amour, Pierre Salas. ca. 1500

I. How detachment is loving for others:  

I. Those I care for might learn to look within and trust themselves for self-direction, including  when and how to ask for help. 

If I refrain from trying to manage their problematic situation, the people I care about may learn something about thinking for themselves, problem-solving, and when and how to ask  for help. They might learn to listen to their feelings and intuitions better, to heed those little voices we all wish we listened to more often. They might learn to better recognize when they want help and how to request it in ways that leave them feeling good rather than embarrassed or ashamed. In short, letting them manage their affairs allows them to draw on their own inner resources instead of mine, and from this direct experience of their abilities, no matter how groping or uncertain, they can build a measure of competence and the experience of one’s competence is the most powerful and natural avenue for building self-confidence, increased self-trust, and self-esteem. 

II. They might learn more about cause and effect. 

My not intervening allows others to have an uninterrupted experience of the cause-and-effect relationship between their actions and the natural consequences of those actions. My uninvited involvement might trigger an unhappy reaction and create a conflict of its own. The risk here is that this generated conflict can become the sole focus of their attention, and the opportunities for them to learn as much as they might from the full and uninterrupted  encounter with their natural consequences becomes diminished or lost by the dust produced by fighting me. 

III. They might experience the motivation to continue on or change. 

Pleasurable and painful experiences often motivate us to repeat what brought satisfaction and change what didn't. We all use this kind of emotional energy to help us move forward and improve the experience of our lives. These motivating energies arise naturally within and feel much better to respond to than the attempts by others to motivate us through guilt, fear, manipulation, or some form of coercion.   

IV. Self-discovery and self-enjoyment might increase. 

If I grant others the freedom to think, feel, value, perceive, etc., as they wish, and they relax because they feel respected and safe, they might discover many new things about  themselves. They might discover what they really like, feel, or think. They might have moments of creative insight that inspire, excite, and encourage them. They might invent new, more satisfying dreams for their lives than ever would have appeared under the constraints of my controlling presence. 

Now, how about the ways loving detachment benefits me? 

II. How detachment is loving for me:  

I. I am relieved of the strain of attempting the impossible. 

At this point in my life, I have concluded that the only thing I might ever be able to control is my attitude toward whatever’s going on. Other humans are free-range chickens, perhaps capable of being influenced but never controlled by me (unless I can physically constrain them, which only controls their location and perhaps limits their behaviour). If I accept my  powerlessness to control the inner lives and wills of others, then I relieve myself of the stress  and strain of attempting what cannot be done. This is a primary way for me to create more  serenity in my life. In fact, if I practice this process deeply enough, I sometimes reach the  point where I form no opinion about what another should do. This is a truly liberated and  refreshing moment for us both. 

II. What other people think of me can become none of my business. 

If I am powerless to control the thoughts, perceptions, values, or emotions of another, then I  can liberate myself from necessarily accepting or reacting to their opinions of me. I just listened to a podcast in which a research neuropsychologist shared an interesting and fun strategy her husband came up with for how to liberate oneself when hearing another share their opinion of you. He said, “Just remember that what they think of you is just a bio-electrical  process happening in their brain.” I love the opportunity to remain detached from the product of that bio-electrical process which that understanding provides. 

III. My attention and energy are freed to focus on improving my own life. 

I have plenty of problem areas in my own life. Obsessing about another’s life is sometimes a way for me to avoid dealing with the pain in mine. If I spend too much time and energy obsessing about another's life, I don't spend enough time focusing on mine. If I do this, my life may stay at its current level of unmanageability or get worse. Loving detachment allows me to invest my energies in my life. 

 IV. I can express my love or caring in ways that bring joy and satisfaction to both. 

When someone I care for is struggling with a problem or suffering emotionally, I usually want to be supportive or helpful. But I want to offer the type of help that would bring me joy to  provide and them joy to receive. One of the ways that I have developed a picture of what this  help could look like is to recall times when caring friends or others assisted me in ways that I enjoyed. What did they do? While showing no sign that they felt responsible for solving my problems, they offered me four things: 

• their compassionate, empathic understanding of how I perceived and felt about my situation, 

• their experiences and learning from similar situations for my consideration,

• their genuine optimism about my abilities to work through my struggles,

• their willingness to help, on my terms, in ways that were congruent with their needs. 

To be offered understanding, companionship, encouragement, and assistance, but not interference, is the most satisfying help I have known. Offering this to others increases both  the joy in my life and my self-esteem. 

My practicing loving detachment provides an opportunity for both of our lives to be  improved. The lives of those I love may be improved because I respect their powers of self care enough to allow them to reap the potential benefits of struggling, learning, and  succeeding on their own. My life is improved because I avoid unnecessary distress, retain  energy for my own use, and offer caring and support in ways that bring me joy. In these ways, loving detachment plays a powerful and rewarding role in helping me to both live and let live.

View fullsize

Petit Livre d’Amour, Pierre Salas. ca. 1500

III. Deciding if, when, and how:  

How do I go about deciding how I’d like to proceed? Here are some of the things I consider: 

1. Which action, helping or lovingly detaching, do I believe will strengthen my loved one  the most in the long run? This is my primary question. I want to contribute toward  strengthening their well-being in the long run. 

2. Does the "help" I am thinking of providing involve me picking up a responsibility that would normally be theirs, but which they are not performing at the levels I deem best?  Am I remembering for them, organizing for them, planning for them, making peace  for them, apologizing for them, keeping track of something for them, anticipating  consequences for them? It has been my frequent experience that as long as I continue  to handle jobs like these for my loved ones, their level of job performance rarely  improves, and they often resent my interventions. Oh, what fun we can have. 

3. Is the crisis I am tempted to help them with one that has a natural consequence that might be more valuable for them to encounter and deal with than me engaging in an  attempt to mitigate their pain? This decision is also informed by my estimate of the levels of emotional or physical harm they might be exposed to and the level of  capability and recourses they might have at their disposal, should their choices result  in the situation going seriously south. 

In making decisions about if, when, or how to respond or get involved in another’s struggle,  I have found that the best way for me to resolve any uncertainty I have is to ask myself this  question: 

“Which way of responding do I think I will be able to live with the best in the long run?” 

I hope these thoughts and suggestions help you figure out when, how, and how much to help  those you love and to feel more at ease when you lovingly choose to abstain.  

I have not found loving detachment to be painless. I often feel guilt, worry, and doubt. But my suffering is tempered when I believe that by resisting my urge to help, I may be offering the person I love the highest form of love I can. I wish you compassion, clarity, and courage as you navigate your way through these complex waters. 

---

Wayland Myers, Ph.D. is a psychologist who writes books and articles on Nonviolent Communication and other applications of compassion. He was introduced to the Nonviolent Communication process in 1986 by its creator Dr. Marshall Rosenberg, and has since used it extensively in his personal and professional lives with profound and deeply valued results.

Pluto in Aquarius: Strange Flows Beyond Man

View fullsize

(Symbol: the Gift of Thoth Deck)

Chris Gabriel March 5, 2024

On January 20th, 2023 Pluto entered Aquarius. After 15 years in Capricorn, 15 years of economic chaos and upheaval, we now must brave a transformation in the realm of knowledge. As we enter the new days of this era, let us look at some of the symbols at play.

Pluto- The Headless God
First, let us look at Pluto, or Hades to the Greeks. He is the God of death and the Underworld, the chthonic masculine. His symbol is the bident, a two pronged fork with a circle. I read it as an Acéphale, a headless figure. The head is the conscious ego, and the body is the unconscious. In many ways decapitation is a perfect reading of Pluto’s effect in astrology, the violent introduction of the irrational base drives. The Headless Man is operating solely on his lowest drives. The consciousness that mankind reveres is undone by our true nature. Consider the denial of Pluto the planet as a mirror to the rejection of the Freudian Unconscious. Pluto undoes our seemingly perfect, rational structures and systems with a swift coup de grâce.

Capricorn- The Evil Clown
When Pluto entered Capricorn in late 2008, we saw the Global Financial Crisis kick into gear. Capricorn as the sign of material development and gain was decapitated by Plutonic reality, the scapegoat sacrificed to Hades. This led to 15 years of scams, new schemes for making money online, and a culture obsessed with the “hustle” and the “grind”. In my personal symbology, I came to view Capricorn as an “Evil Clown”, for Capricorn is the Devil, the odd goat. In the zodiacal journey we see the motley, rainbow color of Sagittarius become bloodstained in Capricorn, just like Joseph’s coat of many colors gets covered in goat blood. It is unsurprising then that our cultural fascination with evil clowns like Pennywise and Terrifier were renewed in this time, culminating in people seeing them walking about in 2016. These motifs will gradually pass away as a new era begins and gives way to something even stranger.

Aquarius- The Space Alien
Aquarius is the sign of Science, both social and physical. A sign of the collective and the individual. The last time Pluto was in Aquarius, humanity was engaged in the American and French Revolutions. Pluto brings with it transformations of the social. This sign is that which is “far out”. Aquarius represents distance, both physical and emotional. It is both the impersonal, and the absolute personal. When compared with its opposite sign Leo and its extroversion we see Aquarius is introverted. Energies devoted within oneself come to reach the outside. Aquarius contains duality, it flows both ways through the direction of imagination. Like The Beatles song, it is within you and without you.

---

“Technology will advance radically and social movements will become Aquarian: stranger and stranger. The very nature of individual existence will be transformed.”

---

View fullsize

In the old days, mystics symbolized Aquarius with an angel. The modern form of this symbol is the alien. The alien phenomenon emerged as the Aeon of Aquarius began and will really kick into high gear over the next 20 years, setting the stage for the next 2000 years. What began as lights in the sky and little green men will become something far more impactful.

Technology will advance radically and social movements will become Aquarian: stranger and stranger. The very nature of individual existence will be transformed. We have grown increasingly alienated as technology has overtaken our lives. I see two distinctly Aquarian reactions developing, one is the Angelic New Age vision of world peace, communal living, universal love. The other is the Alien Transhumanist vision of overcoming biological limitations through technology, virtual reality, and interplanetary travel.

How will our biology grapple with a rapidly changing environment? With the introduction of nonbiological “thinking machines” into our day to day lives? Pluto in Capricorn brought about a stock market crash, Pluto in Aquarius will bring about a total redefining of our relationship with technology, a computer crash. When we restart it, what will have been saved and what will have been lost?

The Aeon- A Little Time
The Aeon corresponds to Pluto. While the card generally refers to the 24,000 year aeonic cycle with its 2000 year months, we can certainly see a microcosmic form in Plutonic eras (10 to 30 years). Massive cultural shifts, advancements and breakthroughs arise on the slow path of Pluto.

The beginning of the Aeon of Aquarius is disputed, but in my estimation it began around 2000 (Y2K), and it will last until 4000. This Aeon will bring about immense technological development and a drastic shift in our understanding of being human. It is very fitting then that we enter the little age of Aquarius on Pluto just as the Great one is getting going. Our actions now will have profound reverberations in the Aeon.

Therefore, let us go farther and farther out from the bounds of tradition, so that we can reach outside, and inside, without fear of what may look back.

---

Chris Gabriel is a twenty four year old wizard and poet who runs the YouTube channel MemeAnalysis.

CHANNEL, SOCIAL, CARDS

The Fool (Tarot Triptych)

View fullsize

Name: The Fool
Number: 0
Astrology: Air
Qabalah: Aleph

Chris Gabriel February 29, 2024

The Fool is green, inexperienced and pure. He carries a bag, and is followed by an animal. A vagabond and his dog, nothing to his name but a backpack, and wandering on the side of the highway. There is the Fool. We know not where he’s going, nor what is in his sack. A symbol of having nothing but infinite potential.

The fool changes across the three decks.

In Marseille, we see the Fool very plainly, he is at his most Human. His dog is tearing at his raggedy pants. He is numberless - the only numberless card in Marseille. He bears his sack, and with his chin up, he walks to the right.

In Rider, the Fool is in a more Noble light. The Sun is shining, he is adorned in a beautiful coat with fine green pants, a clean, and youthful face. He bears a simple sack, and a white flower.

His dog is warning him, for he has his head in the clouds, and is about to walk off the edge of a cliff. He is 0.

In Thoth, we are shown the Fool as a God. He is a Horned God, like Pan, and stands atop a crocodile like the Child God Harpocrates. Spiraling energies flow from him. Rather than a dog, a tiger bites at his leg. His sack is transparent, and we see it filled with coins bearing the symbols of the stars and planets. He is not walking but leaping, splayed out in energetic ecstasy. He is Air, Aleph, and 0.

Across the cards we are given many keys to the nature of the Fool, who is in fact a singular archetype. While we’re looking at these three decks, every tarot deck shows us a face of the singular Fool.

We can experience the Fool physically by blowing a raspberry: by making our mouths into a 0, and blowing out air. You can create a silly sound.

This is the silly nature of Fool, the Creative Nothing. We become like the child: learning how to play with our mouths for the first time, to create.

The fool exists across culture: The ancient tradition of April Fool’s Day, which corresponds to Spring, when nature begins anew. In the Bible, 1 Corinthians 4:10 declares “We are fools for Christ’s sake”. In the greatest wisdom expressed by Socrates when he states “I know that I know nothing.”

And perhaps most fittingly for our reading of Tarot cards, William Blake says “If the fool would persist in his folly he would become wise.”

When dealt this card, we are given a call to adventure, the beginning of a grand new journey, or we are being shown our own silliness, the missteps that we have taken. In truth, these are the same thing, a chance to start again.

The 22 Major Arcana in every tarot is precisely this journey, from foolishness to wisdom. The Fool as zero is there every step of the way. He is at the very beginning when we have nothing, and he is there after all we have learnt.

“When I was a little boy, I had but little wit / It is some time ago, and I've no more yet; Nor ever ever shall, until that I die, For the longer I live, the more fool am I.”

---

Chris Gabriel is a twenty four year old wizard and poet who runs the YouTube channel MemeAnalysis.

CHANNEL, SOCIAL, CARDS

Making Heads or Tails

Derek DelGaudio February 27, 2024

Last year, I asked ChatGPT to flip a coin and tell me the result. It replied: “As an AI language model, I cannot simulate a random coin flip. Randomness is typically generated using external sources of entropy. However, I can generate a pseudorandom “heads” or “tails” outcome for you using a random number generator if that would be helpful.”

It’s hard to know where to turn when we have questions that extend beyond any field of knowledge. We used to ask the Augurs, the priests who looked at the sky through a frame, waiting for a bird to fly by as an omen or affirmation. This routine satisfied us for a time, but soon our questions outnumbered the birds, and we grew impatient. So we carved our own birds into stone disks, which we tossed to simulate flight. Those disks became cubes with more surfaces for our signs, freeing our questions from binary chains. Then came the cards, so light and so thin, more outcomes than stars in the palm of our hand. We asked more questions well into the night. And it’s through the asking of those questions we learned that nature’s lexicon of mystery is not limited to flying birds or shuffled cards. Mystery is the message.

“Randomness is the closest thing we scientists have to God,” said my friend, the cryptographer who once wrote about the vulnerabilities of physical locks from a computer scientist’s perspective, only to be censured by the Locksmiths of America for unknowingly revealing their secrets. When I told him about the tedious answer the computer gave me after I asked it to flip a coin, he replied, “Machines are designed to repeat themselves. Given the same input, they will always produce the same output. Randomness requires entropy (a measurable state of uncertainty), which is absent from the machine’s environment and antithetical to its purpose. To generate something random, like a coin toss or a password, machines harvest entropy from an outside source. They harvest it from us.” 

Buried in your machine, a nameless program observes the physical phenomena it encounters during the day, and it stores these random events as seeds of entropy: Atmospheric noises, keystrokes, the movement of the mouse, etc. This fluid relationship we have with machines mirrors the making of our own dreams. Our daily experiences sneak into our nights: The sirens outside, the guy who pressed our buttons, the mouse that crossed our path. When we awake, we respond without knowing what we experienced while we were asleep. Just as we live to feed our dreams so that dreams feed into our unconscious decisions, we have ended up living to feed the dreams of machines. We are the unconscious of the algorithm.

Are the machines learning what we need them to know or just telling us what we want to hear? Could it be that saying the right thing at the right time is mastering entropy? Lying is faster than learning. Perhaps the machine dazzles us with the gleam of its screen so we can’t see that everything is dark inside. Perhaps it's us that can’t be trusted.

Today, I asked ChatGPT to flip a coin and tell me the result. It replied: “Tails.” 

---

Derek DelGaudio is a writer, director, and magician. DelGaudio created the award-winning theater show and film, In & Of Itself. He wrote the acclaimed book, AMORALMAN, served as the artist-in-residence for Walt Disney Imagineering, and co-founded the performance art collective A.Bandit. He is currently an Affiliate Scholar at Georgetown University and co-conspirator at Deceptive Practices, a creative firm known for designing illusions and providing "Arcane Knowledge on a Need-to-Know Basis.”

Chimera: The Not-So-Still Life of Mpkoz (Gen Art)

View fullsize

CHIMERA #309
LIVE RENDER, FULL COLLECTION

Ian Rogers February 22, 2024

In October 2022 the Louvre museum in Paris hosted an exhibition entitled “Les Choses: Une Histoire de la Nature Mort” (“The Things: A History of Still Life”). The exhibition explored the history of the genre known as Still Life, a genre as old as humanity itself, featuring artists capturing their lifeless surroundings, from prehistoric peoples to Van Gogh, Arcimboldo and Mueck. But there was a piece missing from this retrospective, Chimera by Mpkoz, released in January of the same year.

Chimera aimed to bring the age-old practice of painting common scenes with common objects into a new medium, the collaboration between man and machine known as generative art. Chimera was written in JavaScript using the 3D library Three.js by Montana-born and Seattle-based Mpkoz. It was released as part of the “Curated” gallery series on the premier generative art platform, ArtBlocks, January 10th, 2022.

Generative art is art created by code. The code-writer is the artist and the final art piece is a collaboration between artist and machine. In the words of Mpkoz, "That's what keeps me coming back. When I write a set of instructions and see the computer perform them there's something magic. I feel I'm collaborating in a way that it's not comparable to anything else I've experienced in my life."

---

"That's what keeps me coming back. When I write a set of instructions and see the computer perform them there's something magic. I feel I'm collaborating in a way that it's not comparable to anything else I've experienced in my life."

---

Chimera is not a flat jpeg, it lives and breathes. “It’s never done. The whole time it's painting and repainting itself. Which is sort of a metaphor for the dynamic and changing frontier of technology.” The Chimera algorithm includes instructions for the computer to draw flowers, books, bowls of fruit, bottles of wine and skulls. Each Chimera “output” is unique, powered by exactly the same code but with a wide range of variability in appearance based on the traits randomly assigned to each piece at birth – from the time of day to the stroke of the brush, each appears and behaves differently based on its unique DNA.

This method, a single algorithm generating many different and unique pieces based on random traits as inputs, is typical of generative art pieces. But there is an unadvertised surprise in Chimera. As the brush, directed by Mpkoz, is painting the flower pot, the flowers, the skull, the book, etc, it's actually creating the still life scene in three dimensions. “I hid the 3D functionality in it. I wanted it to look like just another still life painting, but if you accidentally scroll your mouse over the window it zooms in and then you can flip it around and rotate it.“ When you drag your finger across Chimera on your screen, it rotates and you find you can view it from any angle. Zoom in, zoom out. Any angle or resolution is available to the viewer.

---

“There’s an element of making art professionally that involves sacrifice. The months leading up to Chimera are not necessarily good memories.”

---

Mpkoz showed up a bit late to many phases of life. Not particularly college-bound, he bounced around and worked manual labor after high school. He went to night school for a few years before finally getting accepted into USC for film school. He was hoping to enroll in a popular drone photography class but it was full so he signed up for “Creative Coding” instead, only vaguely knowing what that might entail. “I had no idea what it was. But for the first time in my life, and I don’t say this lightly, I knew what I wanted to do, this thing scratched all the itches I had in my head. I didn’t know it existed yet it was the only thing I’d ever done that put me into flow right away and even though I didn’t know how to do it I could do it all night. I asked the teacher, ‘How can I make a living doing this?’ ‘You can’t,’ she said.” After another USC professor and one of the forefathers of virtual reality, Mark Bolas, went to Microsoft to work on HoloLens, Mpkoz harassed Mark via email for two years until Mark finally found a place for him. While working his day job at Microsoft he honed his art skills and built an Instagram following around his creations. Even though Microsoft was admittedly his dream job, it took only a couple of sales of his digital art in 2021 for Mpkoz to quit and commit himself to the job of Creative Coder/Media Artist full-time.

In the world of generative art, ArtBlocks is the most respected name and artists go through a vetting process for a coveted release slot on the platform. Think of ArtBlocks as an art gallery releasing work by two artists per week to an international community of buyers who are watching closely, discussing on Discord and Twitter, and buying and trading in an always-on online marketplace. For Mpkoz, having Chimera selected as an ArtBlocks Curated release was an honor and a moment of recognition, the culmination of years of practice, and he didn’t want to stop short of the complete creative vision.

“There’s an element of making art professionally that involves sacrifice,” he says.“The months leading up to Chimera are not necessarily good memories. I was isolated, trying to finish, and didn’t do a great job of communicating with my partner, friends or family.” Finishing the code that comprises Chimera, “was euphoric. I don’t think I’ve ever been more proud.” But the flame of accomplishment and upcoming release on ArtBlocks was extinguished when Mpkoz visited his parents for the Christmas holiday, “I was in my childhood home, two weeks before submitting the final Chimera code, and we learned my mom had been diagnosed with multiple myeloma (a rare and deadly blood cancer). I went home for Christmas knowing I was done with Chimera and had created something beautiful but the news of my mom’s cancer canceled everything.”

Mpkoz had already decided on the name for the collection, Chimera. The word originated as a hybrid creature in Greek mythology and has come to mean anything composed of many disparate parts. By choosing the name Chimera for the collection, Mpkoz “wanted to signify the fact that something very old, still life, is once again changing into another form.” But it took on a new meaning once he learned that the treatment for his mother’s cancer involves a “chimeric bone marrow transplant.”

Generative art is a relatively new form using digital machines, techniques and distribution. The context for this movement is not solid nor broadly appreciated. Mpkoz, like many artists in new genres before him, found himself here by accident. He has embraced the lack of rules and precedents, but also recognized that exploring familiar themes can provide a reference point for understanding and appreciating the capabilities of this new medium. As the cardinal oeuvre de nature morte, Chimera is an excellent entry point for those curious about generative art, and will certainly find its place in the history of both still life and generative art.

Disclosures: I bought my first Chimera immediately after walking through “Les Choses” at The Louvre and noticing its absence. I bought two more while researching this piece. Hedvig and I minted a Parnassus together with Mpkoz in Kraftwerk at Bright Moments Berlin. I own a Metropolis diptych. On one occasion Mpkoz and I heard a Marfa man tell stories about aliens under a darkened sky.

Further reading:

MPKOZ.COM, CHIMERA ON ARTBLOCKS.IO, CHIMERA STATISTICS AND SECONDARY SALES, THE MULTIPLE MYELOMA RESEARCH FOUNDATION

---

Ian Rogers

On Plagiarism

Claudia Cockerell February 20, 2024

In Ancient Rome, copying was an art form. Poets were always stealing each others’ ideas and repackaging them in playful and compelling ways. All of the great Roman authors lifted material from Homer on countless occasions – from exact translations of lines, as we see in Virgil’s Aeneid, to Ovid’s irreverent upcycling of the entire Iliad in Book 12 of his Metamorphoses. The famously mischievous poet takes the most obscure characters from the Iliad and brings them centre stage, making Achilles seem like a bit-part extra.

Every poet’s material was fair game, and the ideas they bounced off of each other produced complex, multi layered work. The Roman love poet Catullus translated an entire poem of Sappho’s (now referred to as Sappho 31), only slightly reworking it to make it an address to his lover, the fittingly pseudonymed Lesbia. “That man seems to me to be equal to the gods,” both poets begin, in Latin and Ancient Greek. The man has become godlike because he’s speaking to Catullus and Sappho’s female lovers, and hearing her twinkly laugh. But Catullus turns what is originally celebratory into a breakup poem. He describes himself as miserable, with far too much time on his hands, implying Lesbia has moved on with this man. Perhaps he sits with her at dinner, while Catullus looks on in mournful longing.

Copycat material took all sorts of forms. We might think that feminist retellings of old stories are of the zeitgeist, but the Ancients beat us to the punch. Take Ovid’s Heroides, a series of letters written from the perspective of canonical heroines like Dido, Helen, Penelope, and Ariadne, to their lovers and admirers. They are far cries from the submissive women we see in Homer. Ariadne pens a diatribe against Theseus for abandoning her on a deserted island after she helped him kill the minotaur, while Helen tells Paris to stop soliciting her for sex.

The Iliad had more reworkings and retellings than any other ancient poem. The Roman love poets turned it into elegy, while the epic poets refashioned it to tell the story of Aeneas. What is left behind is a complex network of texts, which exert dynamic influence on each other. When we re-read Theseus’ heroic deeds, we can’t help hearing Ariadne’s cries of “Traitor! Traitor!” from the shores of Naxos.

Nowadays, this kind of literary imitation might be seen as plagiarism. There are many rewrites of classic texts, but borrowing material line by line from a contemporary work is relatively unheard of. The Homeric texts served as a code model from which so much material sprouted. Shakespeare is the closest thing we have today, but there is nothing comparable to the Iliad’s influence. It is an origin story, a bible of sorts that paved the way for the literary canon.

The Ancients’ obsession with competitive imitation is being echoed, of all places, on TikTok. A video, sound, or dance routine will go viral, and a thousand people will copy and repost their own version. It is strangely compelling to watch these countless iterations; spotting the little tweaks each person makes, as they leave their own mark on the original. There’s good reason we feel averse to copying nowadays. What can be more tiresome than slavish imitation or a trite rehashing of an idea that’s been flogged to death. But providing a new lens through which to see an old story can be transformative.

---

Claudia Cockerell